Things have changed.

Its been a month since my last post. And all my hard work during my summer project has come to fruition. More responsibility and reward and more satisfaction.

I have no doubt now that when I play my cards right hard work always brings out its high rewards. I just need to

Push Hard,
Play Smart,
Do More,
Learn More,
Go out There and
Get It Done.

But the more I do it seems the more is asked out of me. Its fine thats how life is...With power comes responsibility and vice versa.

I sail in a very lonely boat that fights the hard winds and at times I wonder if even my sail understands why I fight this torrid tempest. It takes a different character to ride out these times and its very lonely to be me.

I will win, I will fulfill all my dreams, wished and ambitions. But for now the monkey cries...Natt.